I feel like I am whining but in reality I am just frustrated.
It's ok. We all do or have or will feel this way. When you can recognize it and that it doesn't serve YOU any purpose then you should try to shift your way of thinking to PMA (Positive Mental Attitude).
I can remember posting in regards to GAL, that I was forcing myself, even when I didn't feel like it... and I never felt like it. But the more I did things to take my mind off the affair, the better I felt.
It's going to be tough at times Stung but you can do it! Take a walk around the block, ask a neighbor to join you! I like to go to the garden center with a neighbor that I discovered likes the same and pick up fruit and veggie plants for my garden to get outside and get some fresh air.
Push yourself to have fun and try new things, even the simple ones!
Me(F):40 WAW:44 T:13yrs M:9yrs BD:2/12 (I saw a text) ILYBINILWY: 5/12 PA admission: 12/12 (began 3/11) S:2/13 Moves in w/AP D begins: 7/13 W moves home to R: 10/13
