I am still struggling. If it wouldn't be for my babies, I feel like I'd be doing something stupid. The Ativan doesn't seem to help anymore. Finding out about an EA is torture. The wondering if it will move to a PA is the worst.


Me: 33 H:33
M: 11 yrs
S: 3/8/13
H came home: 3/10/13
S for second time: 3/16/13