Well I hope her MLC dont effect the kids to bad. Maybe she is having one now? Who knows.

As of now I have zero expectation and that makes me a little sad, Kinda feel like I failed. I see many post here where the spouse gives some type of indication of reconcile but not with my situation. I guess it would be harder if she was then to be let down again.

Its hard to balance creating another life and as I feel I am abandoning my kids. But that is what she wants so I have to accept it and move forward.

It will be a great weekend to be on the bike and trying to GAL. Lets bring on the sunshine and happy thoughts!


H 37
WAW 32
S 4 (Autistic)
S 2
Together 11 years
Married 6
Bombshell Dec 1 2012
House sold, flying solo June 1 2013.