Confused about what I want

[BRNR]

Thanks Snodderly. In response to your questions...

how will this affect you and your well being?

Well, my well being is that I have looked into my heart and don't see that I will be getting my H back. Do I want to, yes, Do I see it happening, no. So I don't think it would affect me. Besides, after the activity is done, so am I, and I can go on my merry little way...

Will this confuse the boys even more?

Not sure. What confusion would they possibly see from this???