Harder and harder

[Positivespin]

Day 3 with the W staying at the house. I am staying out late tonight.......

Another odd night last evening. After I tuck D3 in I walk downstairs and hear some strange sounds....I walk in my large living room and my wife is sitting on the edge of the couch, in the far corner of the room, in the complete darkness- her face aglow from the itouch light. I ask her what she is doing and she says "Working on my french". What is that sound? she says "When I get an answer right".

I say goodnight and I walk up to my bedroom for the evening (Its 7:45pm). I write in my journal, read and get some early shut eye

I wake up at 5:20 and there is D3 snuggled up next to me snooooooooooring away - no idea she was there

I had a therapy appt last night and she shared with me that as a therapist when she says a spouse suddenly announces they no longer have "those" feelings towards their spouse 70% of the time their is an affair. I so remember her eyes popping out when I told her of the ILYBNILWY the first time....Yet i was another fool who stubbornly and passionately defended their wife.

I hope to god that everyone who reads this are the 30%.

My wife commented twice about how great I looked this morning. She also tried on another new skin tight size 6 dress in front of me asking for my feedback. WHY DOES SHE DO THIS?

I told her she looked great and walked away.

I am nothing more then my wifes daughters babysitter......and I LOVE that role

Happy Friday to y'all - keep busting away!