Take the hits and keep moving forward.

[T1000]

Hmmm, interesting afternoon.

I haven't listened to any audiobooks this week, read no DR. Just visited these forums.
Before I left to pick up kids I was reading about retrospective jealousy and it really rang a bell with me. Different ways of dealing with it etc.

On the way to pick up kids I listened to an audiobook that really got me in a positive frame of mind.

When I got W house she was quiet. I acted as if.
When I left with the kids I suddenly got the feeling that if I didn't do something I was going to lose her and right now that is not what I want.

I'm going to text her something like this:

It's been a long confusing week and my head has been all over the place. Seeing you in person tonight has given me clarity.
I would like to discuss the future if your interested.

or

It's been a long confusing week and my head has been all over the place. Seeing you in person tonight has given me clarity.
I still want to work on a new relationship with you.

I would like peoples thoughts on this please.

Not sure what her response is going to be. I'm half expecting her to be stubborn because of how I have been this week.