JOURNAL: Whooooaaaa! I just got a taste of how hard R and rebuilding trust REALLY will be if we ever even reach that point.
My W has been texting me stupid (but funny jokes) this morning. One made her laugh at herelf so hard she called me becasue "LOL" just wasn't enough". We spoke for a minute after laughing at her joke. She told me she is going out with an old school friend who happens to live near her brother. (I met her once) When she called to confirm with her, the old friend told her that she and her partner had split up and were in the middle of a custody dispute. I said "Aw... I hate that for them and their son. It sounds like she needs a friend."
That's what came out of my mouth thanks to DB. But.... What went on in my head was a whole different story. Jealousy. Mis-trust. What if? Going out alone? Drinking?
I already have plans with some friends tonight myself. GAL. Nothing has changed but my WAW has been weirldy nice to me for the past few days. GAL. Focus. PMA
Me(F):40 WAW:44 T:13yrs M:9yrs BD:2/12 (I saw a text) ILYBINILWY: 5/12 PA admission: 12/12 (began 3/11) S:2/13 Moves in w/AP D begins: 7/13 W moves home to R: 10/13
