Weird scenario

[Jeack]

Nope I totally agree with the lyrics of songs. We all have our moments I go from listening to forget you to when I was your man. I'm just not gonna post it.

Just left my drs appointment. There putting me on Wellbutrin. One for the depression but I've also been smoking a lot from stress.

I have a busy today. Working til 5. Take care of my friends dogs then I have to DJ tonight until 1230.

Talked to doctor about my situation. And he started strongly recommending to end the M and move on. I was proud of myself because for the first time I even made a plea to him about my faults the emotional abuse and being passive and gave him examples of my wrong doings. It didn't change his opinion on the matter. But I felt it was a big first step for me not to play the poor me role and deflect blame. His response was good you realize it for your next R.

So I'm feeling pretty good today. Gonna work on me and take the mindset it's over and if W wants to talk about reconciling, well see at that point where were both out. I'm working on saving me right.