My stress is there really is no "supposed to" now. He's supposed to come home from school on the bus, doesn't, and it's become the "norm". I text/call him, no answers. Text/call W, very hard to get answers.

I am paralyzed. Why do we need mediation. She has obviously done what she's done without it. I assume he spent last night with her. Saw him with D yesterday, they sped off before speaking.

I woke up this morning to a dream that she was coming back. Can't remember now what was said or done to make it happen. But there was joy in the dream, and as I woke it was like realizing this hell all over again.

I can't believe a Christian counselor would let her go this far.

Me 46 W 43
S 21 D 18 S 17
M 22 yrs
Discovered OM 9/10/12
W moved to sister's 9/15/12
W moved to OM 9/27/12
Tried to DB until 7/13
W filed 10/7/13. Did not serve.
I counter filed 12/2/13.