I have not forgotten about you, it has been a crazy few days here, and I haven't had time to post. I have been reading along when I can, and thinking of all of you and your situations.
Thank you to all who have been, and continue to be there for me. Your kindness and support mean so much to me. Truly a life saver.
I had a very difficult day on Wednesday because of something that happened to me at work (not related to H or OW). I was completely distraught, and cried on and off throughout the day. I told H about it Wednesday night, and he was very supportive and understanding. I gave up needing to be strong and brave in front of him all the time, and I let down my guard and was vulnerable. I sobbed to him about what had happend, and entrusted him with things that he knows are important.
And I'm glad that I did.
When I was done talking to him, he thanked me for talking to him. He didn't give me a hug, but a pat on the arm. In all honesty, that was disappointing, but then I reminded myself that perhaps that was the best he couid do at the time. And that's okay.
Have been thinking a lot about my conversation with OW and then my conversation with H about it. Now that the dust has settled a bit from the shock of it all, I am processing a lot and getting a clearer picture of things.
And I'm thinking things are looking bad for her. And possibly very good for me.
Will be starting my new thread, and I think you all will smile at the title
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
