Jp, I thought I share you some of my thoughts. When I expose the ea to OM w I thought my w and OM was gonna go against me with full force. I was ready to handle anything they would've thrown at me because you know why? I did it for myself. Deep down I don't think I will have peace in my grave without unleashing what I had to say, and what I said is basically declaring war. But they didn't, I was really surprised! All these loving feelings they've talked about I thought I would be sweating fighting for my family.

JP, my point is if what you did is for you, don't let your W's reaction affect you. You see I wasn't thinking about what my w was going to unleash at me or the OM, i really didnt care. I know deep in inside I did it for my family.

I might be on spiral path for D soon but at least I know for myself that I did everything I could. Hang tight JP, you seem strong...don't forget to value yourself first.

Newman

me40; W43
M18; T~20
D18; S13 & S3
bomb 5/9/11
EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM

Separated 4/1/14

"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.