Still treading water #4

[Grizz]

Thanks uR. I so wanted to continue the silent treatment today because I am still hurting but the good news is that I didn't. I engaged her and she engaged me in conversation. It was very hard to talk to her as a friend while remembering what she said to me a few days ago. Just swallow my pride and move on.

What is even harder is that she had a work party today and had this smokin black dress on. She still does it for me. Always has. That just makes it so much more difficult to be around her. It is torture. What man wouldn't want her. Ugh!