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Haven't been on the boards all week & was catching up on some other's sitches today. Man, I've been busy reading.

I don't have much to say right now. I've done really well this week while H has been gone & stayed away from nearly all communication. I've also stayed away from here so my mind wouldn't wander too much. I think it's helped.

Knittedscarf, I appreciate your taking time to read my story. I don't think that me contacting the OW is how I want to handle this. She will find out in due time. I do wish it was out there, but I don't have control over that. The longer he waits to tell her I feel the harder it will be on their relationship. It may be worse on us as well, we'll just have to wait & see.

H gets home tomorrow night. He called me yesterday & told me that his trip next week got canceled & they are going to reschedule in June sometime. Next weeks trip was the week I was most worried about. I honestly think God was answering one of my prayers to him when it got canceled.

uRworthy-I haven't forgot about writing on you and cats posts. I just have really tried to stay away for a while & clear my head. It's coming, I promise.