Why is that so powerful?
I think about if we D and if she remained single I could deal with that much better.

Is is that I think I failed? Is it rejection? Is it control/possession? Is it insecurity?

God there is nothing that comes close to that fear, and this sounds bad, really bad... but I think I could handle her death easier than her remarrying.

M46,W41
D16,D18
M22,T25
BD 11/12
W moved out 01/13
Piecing 10/13
Divorced 01/15
"Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can."
UrWorthy