I feel your pain. I can honestly say that loving someone who doesn't love you back is the hardest thing ever. But, as I keep telling myself, perhaps one day I will look at it as the most rewarding thing ever.
None of us know what tomorrow will bring - including the WAS - let go only when YOU are ready to let go. I applaud you for standing for your marriage and behaving like a married man.
W 39 Me 33 M 9yrs 8 year old Son ILYBINILWY - Dec 12 W moved out - Jan 2013 OM - Jan 2013 I file for D - May 2013