JP, just keep pushing forward. You will have these days along with the good ones as well. Just remember that. One step at a time.
Not to have a pity party with you today. But I know exactly how you feel right now because its the type of day I'm having as well. I don't know why, I just woke up today in a really sad mood and hate the fact that I am having to go through this.
I just keep telling myself to let me feel these feelings for a bit, but then it's time to move on for the rest of the day


M 37 W 30
S 7
Together 10 years
Married 9 years
BD: 12/12/12(W filed same day)
I moved to apartment 1/11/13
W and S moved to MIL 1/11/13
Peicing: 6/3/13
Reconciled: 7/2013
BD2: 4/20/16
still working on it