your post about cracks reminded me of the rumi quote about the wound being where the light enters.
i struggle with resentments... underneath mine are usually feelings of fear about myself not being loveable, not being good enough, or about being alone, etc..
my new mantra is that everyone does the best they can at the moment..
it helps me forgive myself as well.
and yes, bug, you are very special. love how you continue to open up and stretch yourself. it helps me stretch too.
Me(f): 51 W: 41 DP:8 M:3 T:10 "W not happy" 7/11 D final: 8/13