I haven't been stationary. I may still be separated but this has not been static for me. I would never have changed as I have had this not happened. Not that I recommend separation as a self improvement workshop but the universe had to get my attention in some way.

About the wanting more...have you always wanted just a little more? You talk about your H working so much, was that because you wanted just a little more? Could have have looked elsewhere because he was hearing you were never satisfied?

Be happy with what you have today.


Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss