Practice makes perfect. You will make mistakes along the way and if you do, just dust yourself off and continue to move forward.

The reason you can't remember jack is because you are shell shocked by the entire situation. Don't be too hard on yourself...it will get easier and yes, you'll even be able to remember things more clearly and for longer periods of time.

It took me a long time to figure things out and while my brain was like swiss cheese, I read and educated myself on mlc, depression, personality disorders, etc. I even took the time to talk to other mlcers in order to better understand where their minds where at and believe me...that was enlightening to say the least! LOL!

I promise you...you will get better at this and it will get easier in time.

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.