Thanks, busting and subguy. I takes everyone who writes here to build this great community from which we all can learn.
Subguy, my H has his reasons and for him they're good ones. Accepting that has been difficult and I still have those moments of wanting to change his mind but the growth comes with accepting what is. Thanks for your support and kind words. They mean a lot.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss