What did your therapist recommend to write to her? I strongly wouldn't tell her that the mediator was hesitant about going back because it would make her sound crazy. Even if she were she doesn't want to hear it.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.