I meant to say.. That ultimately it's not about me deserving better. So I find these types of comments made me feel a bit better in the beginning but now when I hear it, I know people say it with good intentions but, it doesn't help me to think.. Yeah! I'm better.

I don't know if I make any sense. I deserve happiness.. I don't deserve better.


Me:38.. H:33.
Two beautiful kids S:6 D:3
M:8.. together for 11.
Bomb dropped:10/17/11
Separated:11/07/11