Another way to look at it: if a heroin addict said "I really want to get clean, but what do I do when the drugs are right there on the table and I want them so badly?"

You'd probably say "you need to decide to walk away or give in and remain addicted."

Trying to get into the WAS' head is an addiction, and you are hooked.

It takes that much discipline to stop

Married 18, Together 20, Now Divorced
M: 48, W: 50, D: 18, S: 16, D: 12
Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 7/13/11
Start Reconcile: 8/15/11
Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 5/1/2014 (Divorced)
In a New Relationship: 3/2015