Mach1, I appreciate the support. No apology necessary. I need to hear it. I know everything you are saying is what I want. I want to be the best role model for my son. Something I obviously didn't have growing up. I knew coming into this show was going to be the hardest 10 or 11 days ive dealt with. I'm trying to keep busy and do things to take my mind off of it. Nights seem a lot easier when son and I are busy. Thanks for hitting me over the head! Seriously, I was just about to text W and apologize for underhanded comments and try to explain to her why I'm so upset. But why? She knows right? It's so really built up over the last 3 evenings. I've hardly got any sleep, son wakes me up 4 or 5 times a night crying saying, "I want momma" It's so hard to hear And deal with and not let it out. But Mach1, this is the type of patience and learning I need right?
M 37 W 30 S 7 Together 10 years Married 9 years BD: 12/12/12(W filed same day) I moved to apartment 1/11/13 W and S moved to MIL 1/11/13 Peicing: 6/3/13 Reconciled: 7/2013 BD2: 4/20/16 still working on it
