darth vader and i

[BFloat]

SIAS.. I read something the other day that has made me wonder if this is how I feel..

I think a part of me will always be waiting for you..

Omg. As I'm writing this.. I looked up and there is a guy that looks so much like H that I'm laughing to myself. Lol!!! Seriously trippy. Even his mannerisms are the same. Too funny. Ok.. Didn't expect that comical break.

Anyway... 0640 this morning, get a txt from H saying he wished he could get back in time (from work) to take S to school. Weird.

I'm not sure what I'm doing these days.. I'm not sure where I'm at.. So many questions. And one of the things I'm trying to do us just to lay low.. Let the quiet moments take over.. And try to refocus on my life and what I want. I'm trying not to make decisions based solely on emotions and hopes and expectations..

Ok. Have to end this post.. I can't think because H double is back and I keep wanting to laugh.