Harder and harder

[Positivespin]

Another great night with D3 last night. Back to the local neighborhood "tavern" (feels cleaner to say then BAR) for a surprise party for my friends wife. D3 and I were practicing saying "Surprise" all day............in the end she shy'd out

So she had a slice of Pizza and a big glass of milk (a a huge side cup of olives)I had pizza and wings and a few Diet pepsi's with lime.

please note I said "a few Diet Pepsi's with lime"

Im not a regular consumer of soda- next thing i know its 11:30 pm and im just beginning to feel drowsy

I couldnt get out of bed at 4:50 this morning. I didnt exercise this AM. Its OK- Ill get my walk in this afternoon and get back on schedule tomorrow morning.

The W is back at the house the next three nights- It [censored]. Its funny that when she is at the house she is wearing all of her pre-bomb drop clothing. She is suddenly "young and hip" and wearing skinny jeans with special washes that requires her to turn them inside out before washing- This is not the same woman who used to buy clothing for quality- not style

W now thinks that she will be able to improve the bond with her D by calling my cell every night to say "goodnight". Every night D3 has no desire to talk to Mommy and keeps saying no- This has gone on the last week .....painful to be in the middle of.

Last night D3 said to me "I miss Mommy, I love Mommy.....do you?"
I said "Yes I miss Mommy and love her too"

Its the truth- and made D3 smile