JP, I'm good considering my explosion last night. I rode my bike this morning then I killed the weights ...my adrenaline was still pumping.
Really the pain isn't as much as the first bomb but it's still pain. I'm just thinking through this and trying to decide my next course of action. I know one thing is definite that I won't continue with this M while my W cheats. That being said I can't put myself to file. IMO she should file.
There was some things she said yesterday that was positive. That she agreed what she's doing is wrong, she agreed she's not respecting herself,my kids and me. I told her "its starts with her, block he OM number do what she's got to do, but don't do it for me or anyone else do it for you".
So once again I ask" that we separate but she wouldn't so I ask her "how can I trust you? Because if we stay together I'm not putting up with your EA! She assure me that she will do it for her and she knows I don't trust her"
Anyway I'll let a few days here go by and see how I feel. Thanks for asking JP.
Newman
me40; W43 M18; T~20 D18; S13 & S3 bomb 5/9/11 EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM
Separated 4/1/14
"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.
...my adrenaline was still pumping.