Is this cake eating 13

[NLW]

Thanks Ad.
I've been feeling very weird about the D.
It's so unreal.

I feel like the last 2 years have been more like a matter of weeks. Like I've been in a whirlwind and suddenly I've been dropped back down. Some strange woman told me H and I are divorced. I still feel like "You've gotta be joking! Him and me, D-ed? Never".

I suppose i'll get the hang of it eventually.
It helps to hear you say that I'm doing what needs to be done to get through it.

There's a definite sense of relief, too, that the court process of D is over. That was traumatic, as was waiting for it to eventuate.