Is this cake eating 13

[NLW]

NLW
Someone asked me a while ago if I won the lottery would I leave h, yes, I would not turn around as I walked out the door.

Dawn, I love this!
Your perspective helps me to re-think what i am doing here.

Same with BF's.
I get sucked into thinking/hoping that I'm seeing baby steps of change.

When all XH is doing is spending more of my/our kids' money on making himself feel like a good guy.

I need these reality checks from saner heads outside of my sitch.
Thanks.