Opt, it's been a while since I've seen you post or read your thread. However, it seems like maybe he is really mulling things over.

He's getting domestic...gardening with you. Maybe he is trying to plant some little seeds...for a new beginning..a bright green morning?

No matter what...you are going to be all right.

Hugs, and prayers,
Akgal

I am responsible for my own happiness.