Hey CB thanks man. Yeah trying to watch tv to get my mind off it. I can't if I call him now my kids will hear my wife will probably feel sorry for him. Cr@p I can't go down like that. I don't want my kids to freak out. You're right gotta control myself I already said what I had to say to his face so what's the point.

Thanks for keeping me in check. Hey man sorry you find yourself here too. I don't know ur sitch but I'm sure you're in pain too. One of these days I'll return the favor.

me40; W43
M18; T~20
D18; S13 & S3
bomb 5/9/11
EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM

Separated 4/1/14

"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.