Thanks JP...watching tv now by myself...I know I need to cool down. It sound really bad reading but the talk I had with W was calm no screaming or anything like that. Also all these things I'm writing are the feelings boiling inside. Glad for this boards really helps.

Thank you for talking to me man. Maybe I'll go for a drive or something.

me40; W43
M18; T~20
D18; S13 & S3
bomb 5/9/11
EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM

Separated 4/1/14

"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.