Take the hits and keep moving forward.

[azguy]

Maybe my head is just too screwed up right now to get it.

No disrespect intended, but I think you _are_ quite emotional and very wound up about what you have found out. The person I see on here doesn't seem to be thinking in the same way as the T who was posting before you learned the info about the W and the OM. . . . and that's normal and okay.

What worries me is you are talking about what you should do next while you are in this state. Take some time. There is no hurry here. Think about how you felt before this, and what your goals were.