Jeack, You let your anger get the best of you. You can't take it back but you can learn from it and move forward. You've got to make this about you. I know it's the hardest thing to be so hurt by the person who you never thought could hurt you like this. You will get through this whether its back with her or someone else. But you need to use today and what happened as the starting point. It's so tough when the one person you leaned on the most when you were down is the absolute last person you can lean on right now. I know! But let that sink in what she said about "leave me alone" You have to do this for you
M 37 W 30 S 7 Together 10 years Married 9 years BD: 12/12/12(W filed same day) I moved to apartment 1/11/13 W and S moved to MIL 1/11/13 Peicing: 6/3/13 Reconciled: 7/2013 BD2: 4/20/16 still working on it