Welp I screwed up again. Was texting wife cause I was lonely by myself. saying I wish you were here blah blah. Then she finally responds leave me alone please. and I went off. telling her She wasted 6 yrs years of my life and that her OM must be getting mad that I'm texting and shes exactly like her mom. I'm a real idiot.

Just the pain of this process is unbearable at times.

Me:34
W:26
Together:5yrs
M:6/4/11
1st bomb 11/11
2nd bomb 1/21/13
W files for D 3/18/13
She's living with her mom
S:13 Previous marriage
S:11 Previous marriage
She has OM Previous FWB