Ill be in the car, or at work- all of a sudden I realize that I am now solely responsible for me...there is no safety net or backup plan if I screw up, no one to "catch me".
Fear of unknown? fear of being alone? insecurity? Low self esteem? co-dependency?
anyone else have weird thoughts that creep up when its quiet?
ME 38 W 37 T18 M5 D3 BD 1/7/13 PA Conf 2/11/13- Ongoing 2nd simultaneous affair Confirmed 4/19/13 W gets APT and begins transition out 5/29/13 First mediation appt 12/19/13