I have these odd moments......

Ill be in the car, or at work- all of a sudden I realize that I am now solely responsible for me...there is no safety net or backup plan if I screw up, no one to "catch me".

Fear of unknown?
fear of being alone?
insecurity?
Low self esteem?
co-dependency?

anyone else have weird thoughts that creep up when its quiet?


ME 38 W 37
T18 M5
D3
BD 1/7/13
PA Conf 2/11/13- Ongoing
2nd simultaneous affair Confirmed 4/19/13
W gets APT and begins transition out 5/29/13
First mediation appt 12/19/13