Weird moments: a M couple living as two strangers, finding awkwardness in a task once done out of L and tenderness...
H asked me for a hair cut today! It's been a long time since he's asked and it was our thing that we did lovingly and for some strange reason seductively. His hair is black and out of control long, as I touched it we both got very quiet. I was very gentle w/him, making sure not to cut it too short, as his MLC brain likes the disheveled look.
He gave me permission to cut it short and gentleman like (saying you can do what you want) but I gave him a good mid level primping. He closed his eyes as my fingers ran through his hair and it was too familiar.
These aliens have such a hold on our S's that your lucky if you get that small glimpse of who they used to be for even a minute. I had my moment and now life goes on
So much L to give, where do I put it all!!!!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
