I just don't understand how a parent can put her needs and wants ahead of their child so easily it seems like. Funny thing is that's exactly what I was doing a year ago myself. I guess that's why it angers me because I see it so clearly now
Just to quote a movie here....
Hey! How exactly is a rainbow made?
How exactly does a sun set?
How exactly does a posi-trac rear-end on a Plymouth work?
It just does.
Trying to understand the "crazy" is never gonna pay off for you..
Try to accept the new reality of what is happening around you, and not let your mind wander to the land of "what ifs" and "whys".
There are a lot of scary creatures that live there...
What she is doing, doesn't make you better, or her worse. It is what it is for now...
It doesn't mean it always has to be this way...
And if you live in that too long, you will find yourself thinking that you are superior to her, because she chose left, and you chose right.
If you think that way, remember that your thoughts become words..