Taking a step back-a fresh start

[cbtdad]

Thanks Spartan.
That's exactly what I'm doing. In trying not to have any expectations whether she is going to come see him or not. I'm also prepared on what to say if she doesn't. Which is basically "no problem"
I really don't want to get into any of this while she is gone.
I have had some very good positive things at work the last couple of days that takes some stress and pressure off of me. It's a rainy day here so if she doesn't come back to town, I've decided we will play lego Star Wars together on the PS3. He loves that game and we can play it together as well.
I love the time I'm having with him, but you are right I really need to watch my attitude around him so he doesn't feed off of that.
I just don't understand how a parent can put her needs and wants ahead of their child so easily it seems like.
Funny thing is that's exactly what I was doing a year ago myself. I guess that's why it angers me because I see it so clearly now