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It just seems like for some it takes a while to get "settled" back into a trusting relationship. It's okay to second guess, be on guard, whatever, just don't make yourself crazy.

Maybe you can spice up the by initiating more, who knows.

Hang in there, you have come such an incredibly long way. Hey, whenever you get a bit perplexed, remember that incredibly long three weeks when you didn't know where the heck he was... now he's calling you all the time... and sounds like the finances are FIXED... one thing at a time, girlfriend. Still looking to August!