Sorry for the constant small posts - my mind is racing a bit.

I guess this just proves that my detachment is not going as well as I thought it may be. The thought of W wanting to do this is really painful. Yes, I know she wants D, and is unhappy in M, but this looks like she is desperate to sort herself out even though we are not even D'd yet.

On the other hand I guess this also means she is not finding it as easy as I thought. After all, this therapist claims to be the solutions to depression, self meditation, impulse decisions. Well, basically the list of MLCer habits - apparently this person can solve that so that W can move on to a new happy life. So W must be having trouble getting over M and our R to be thinking of having therapy for it.

Argggh - Frustrating.

Me: 38 W: 35
M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs
S8 D5
BD: Feb 13
Still Living Together

I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.