Take the hits and keep moving forward.

[T1000]

Went to the gym, it wasn't what I expected but glad I went. After 2 years of not being at a gym, 1.5 hours of weights makes me feel like an old man today. So sore!
Think I'm gonna try another gym next time.

I watched GoT, Friday Night Lights and Veep then went to bed worn out and slept well.

I had moments where my sitch raised it's head.
Lots of thoughts and feelings.

When I was running upstairs to get my gym clothes I knocked a picture off the wall of my wife and it tumbled down the stairs. I left it at the bottom of the stairs and went to the gym. When I got home and I went upstairs to shower I picked it up, carried it back upstairs and put it on the wall. A very small action but tough to do.

Today is similar to yesterday but less so.

This morning I was angry that throughout March when I fought through the snow and really bad weather conditions to pick the kids up at the agreed time because she was so tired and upset that she needed a break but she had time for OM is making my blood boil!
I feel like I was used to help it along.
These are things I want to throw at her.

If I could convince myself that what she did was not cheating it would be easier to stomach. Shame my brain doesn't work like that.