Yesterday was my birthday and H and D got me a small pink (her favorite color) cake, and a bunch of lillies. He gave me a very pretty necklace and she gave me a pink bunny doll. There was a card saying "Happy Bday. From D and H with love."
Things continue as before. He is home, he calls and he has dropped one day of office work. He is also helping with the garden and involved in planning D's 5th birthday party. His sister is coming to stay with us for a week next Thursday. The wh*re is still there and we have not done any financial talks.
I guess this is detachment. I've decided to trust he will do the things by himself, eventually. If I am wrong and he does not... well, I tried. If that makes me stupid, tough luck. I am stupid.
Quote: I will not deny what is past, The future will some day be, And of the present, what bussiness is it of people? They will talk anyway... Do keep filling this minute with reasons to breathe, Do not humor me, Do not deny me, do not talk for talk's sake...
"You don't throw a whole life away just 'cause it's banged up a little"
Tom Smith in "Seabiscuit"
