Hmmmm... could this be forgiveness perhaps??? I hope so. Because then you will be on that wonderful path to TRUE happiness in your M... I think (and you know I am NOT Shiny or Sage) that your lack of anxiety when waking up is an indicator that maybe you are accepting the past, forgiving and moving on. JMHO, of course.
PS... I ate three tiny asparagus spears (au naturel) out of my garden today... and they say asparagus doesn't grow here.
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.
