MLC by MIL death/daughter car accident/new job

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Ok so I just found out my X called and asked my D what she thought if he went to Europe on a trip with OW. Seriously? WTF!!! I know he's moved on and is completely detached from me/us. Of course my kids said it was fine and not to pass up the opportunity. Just another notch in his look how wonderful my life is. He'd never be able to do this with his wife. Geesh. OW looks like the all that everything with a bow.

And I know theres more to it. But damn it hurts like hell. The freedom that he can just take off and go where ever when ever. While I do what a responsible parent does and is here for my D. I wouldn't change that for the world! Its just hurts that's all. And I don't even matter to him.