A Blast From The Past

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X contacted me again on Saturday and asked if I would be willing to have a conversation with him. There are some things that he wants to say and also has some questions and he would appreciate it if I would hear him out.

I really don't think it is in my best interest to meet with him, for several reasons. First and foremost because I've worked so hard to get to the place I am in and I feel that any sort of contact with him will set me back.
Also, I have beat myself up over the past and the things I have done and now that I'm finally ok with it the last thing I want to do is have it resurface and feel some of those feelings again.

I wanted to have a conversation with him at one point. Several of them, actually and I never got the chance and I had to deal with it in the best way I knew how. It was painful and every day was a struggle but I made it. I feel like the best thing I can do for me is to leave the past in the past. I don't hate my ex, I don't wish bad things upon him, I just don't want to go back to that place.