It's certainly is frustrating. Feels like being on a 24hrs driving test, being watched and judged on every manoeuvre.
I have to say when it gets to things like this its the worry for the kids future that keeps me going. How I don't want them to have any other man in their lives other than me. How they will feel growing up knowing that their 'parents' never tried to make it work for them.
If we were without kids I think I would have on more than one occasion given up by now as its exhausting - and I've only been at this 3 months - but I just can't see any light at the end of the tunnel right now. And as much as I love my W. would I put up with this and forgive her if it wasn't for the kids?
Right now - No
Me: 38 W: 35 M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs S8 D5 BD: Feb 13 Still Living Together
I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.
