I had a horrible night & am having a horrible day. I can barely function. I feel like things are much worse because I haven't seen or heard from my WAH for 2 days but it feels like years. I don't know what to do. It seems like I am so alone. My family lives in Maryland & I am alone on Long Island. I am really losing any hope that this pain will ever go away. It seems like my MLC H has vanished off the face of the earth. It feels like he is loving not being with me & I am so sick with this pain.
Me 54 H 53 T 19 M 15 (2nd both), 0 kids, 2 dogs, 1 horse H open heart surg12-12-12 H dropped bomb 3-5-13 H moved to lounge ~3-13-13 H rented house w/friend 4-6-13 H moved out 4-13-13
