Can you believe we've been around these boards not quite 2 years? Sometimes it seems much longer.

bf, I still get those waves of sadness. I've been being gentle with myself, practicing my self-compassion since the death of my brother and then last week we had a scare with the dog. He's old and he's work, but he's been with us for 14 years...

Anyway, I guess I'm saying I understand and I wonder sometimes if it will ever completely go away.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss