Take the hits and keep moving forward.

[Maritimer]

Wow what a roller coaster of emotions you must be going through!

One rule you are ignoring is not to have any expectations. I fell into this trap a few times! Your morals are different than hers, she never lied or tried to hid it. One thing I realized is not to ask questions if your not prepared to hear a answer you dont want to accept.

Take a step back, keep working on yourself, think about a validating response and be the better person. Stay strong buddy!